Friday, October 30, 2009


Just want to let everyone know I went to the sonogram Wednesday and we found out that the baby's heart had stopped beating. It has been a rough, sad couple of days, but I think I am doing much better today after talking, questioning, and crying to God. Although it doesn't take the hurt and pain away, I do know that He did it for a reason that I'll only know when I meet Him and that it was for the better, for whatever reason.

I never got to see Dr. Z, I think she would have been much more supportive, probably cause I'm just comfortable around her, but Dr. Bullock said I could wait until Monday to see if my body would start the process of cleaning itself out. If my body doesn't react to what has happened she will give me some medicine to start this process. I'm kind of wondering why my body hasn't reacted yet and why it is taking so long, because I really just want that part to be over, it's not fun waiting for it. Please pray that my body does this naturally because I really am not comfortable taking drugs. She said a low dosage of whatever drug they use should do the trick, but if for some reason it doesn't they will have to do a D&C. Anyways, please just be praying for us, we love you all!


The Callenders said...

praying for you guys. God is in control. let Him be your Comfort. i love you!

NRML said...

Patrica, I went through the same thing last year and I know just how much it hurts. I will be praying for you and Aaron and Dakota. If you ever need anyone to talk to let me know. I know it was helpful for me to talk to someone who understood.

Amanda Torrealba King

Michael, Brittany, Rylie, and Reagan said...

Brook just went through this in May as well. I will definately be praying for you.

OneHotDish said...

We love you guys and we're praying for you. We're really looking forward to seeing you at Thanksgiving too.