Just want to let everyone know I went to the sonogram Wednesday and we found out that the baby's heart had stopped beating. It has been a rough, sad couple of days, but I think I am doing much better today after talking, questioning, and crying to God. Although it doesn't take the hurt and pain away, I do know that He did it for a reason that I'll only know when I meet Him and that it was for the better, for whatever reason.
I never got to see Dr. Z, I think she would have been much more supportive, probably cause I'm just comfortable around her, but Dr. Bullock said I could wait until Monday to see if my body would start the process of cleaning itself out. If my body doesn't react to what has happened she will give me some medicine to start this process. I'm kind of wondering why my body hasn't reacted yet and why it is taking so long, because I really just want that part to be over, it's not fun waiting for it. Please pray that my body does this naturally because I really am not comfortable taking drugs. She said a low dosage of whatever drug they use should do the trick, but if for some reason it doesn't they will have to do a D&C. Anyways, please just be praying for us, we love you all!
4 years ago